the past couple of days
have provided a great deal of closure for me.
And it’s honestly rather bittersweet, as I suppose most things in life are.
I’m disappointed, saddened, and disgusted by everything that’s happened. I’ve been hurt, I’ve hurt others, I’ve hurt myself.
I’ve realized that not everyone’s going to believe you in this world, or even just believe the truth for that matter. I’ve realized that loyalty is one of the strongest things around. That’s a good thing though, the loyalty, it’s something to rely on.
I’m at peace, though. I finally have this sense of closure that is ridiculously overwhelming. It’s definitely not the closure that I wanted, but it’s a closure of consequence.
I’ve also realized that I have a fantastic support system around me. The girls in my life are the biggest comfort and blessing. My family has been so great to me as well, and I’m so happy for that.
If I’ve realized anything, though, it’s that I’ve been given a humongous wake up call.God has an odd way of catching your attention sometimes. But He’s oh, so reliable. I cannot be anything but grateful for this. I’m grateful for His love, and the comfort of knowing He will always be there.
